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December 1, 2010

spartan panda & pon and zi

Just discovered pon and zi for the first time the other week. They're so freakin cute!!! :)
Mike said he really likes them too. Actually, he's the one that showed me the one in the pic above. Posted it to my user comments, actually. ^-^ ღ ♥ ღ

Haven't posted a journal in awhile, now that I think about it. =S In other news, I know for sure I'm passing all my classes with a C or above. (actually, I have at least 3 A's and probably a couple B's.) Finals week is the week after next, and then I have a month off for semester break.

Can you say.... FANFICTION?! hehehe
A little more inspired these days. I started watching Katekyo Hitman Reborn, so I want to write a TYL Lambo oneshot one time. I say I want to write a lot of oneshots and never really get around to it right away. I'm still working on As Daylight Dies ch 2. It's nearly finished, but I need to think up a decent ending to the chapter. I want it to be at least one more chapter longer, but 5 would be ideal! =D I will get there. Slowly, but surely.

I finished my big paper I had due for psychology, which is the ONLY paper I've written this semester. hahaha Don't have anymore to write for the semester anyway. I very much intend on writing a HitsuSayu oneshot for Christmas. No Toshiro birthday oneshot... Sorry dearies. Not happening. Unless I get an idea for a different OC. I kind of feel like giving them an anxiety disorder or something. [/abnormal psychology unit going to my head a lil bit]

Until then, I have a new blog. You can visit it on my profile. It's called Spartan Panda. =]

October 24, 2010

chew me up and spit me out

Heya. =D [/lovesthesonginthetitle]

Been awhile since I posted a journal.

Went home for the weekend, brought Gina with me [I don't think I ever talk about her, so I'll explain. Gina is like my best friend at school. We live in the same hall/floor and are right next to each other in rooms. We do basically everything together], went to see The Social Network last night for my best friend's birthday [best friend from high school- I believe several of my quizilla journals have mentioned her, or at least on my NatsukiSensei2010 account I have], saw Jackass 3D yesterday. It was fuckin awesome, even though it was a little gross sometimes.

That is all my weekend has consisted of so far. Don't get me wrong, I've had a blast for the most part, especially seeing Jackass. Loved it. XD My brother had a marching band competition to go to, so when he got home he was soaking wet 'cause the director made them sit in the rain for 6 hours to watch the thing, and first thing he does when he gets home is give me a hug and sit on my lap, crushing me.

What can I say? Karma's a bitch.

Told him that we were going to play Halo today whether or not he liked it, and by we I mean Gina and me. XP Watched Stephen King's The Night Flier. That was worse than the freakin Yeti...

We rent movies often, seeing as there's nothing else to do at school. I mean there is, but it's nothing I feel like doing [let's just say that there's no such thing as a dry party at WIU]. Anyways, we rent all these scary movies, and ended up getting some really dumb ones. Yeti -supposed to be about the abominable snowman- was SO stupid. I mean the Yeti was fuckin frolicking though the snow. The Night Flier -or Nighty Boy, as we've been making fun of it- was really stupid, which shocked me kinda since it was Stephen King. It's probably a good book though. Even though we did watch several movies so far this weekend, most of what we spent our time doing was actually throwing pillows at each other and well... what do we ever do? Well, dear readers, just know that your authoress needs to get her mind out of the gutter. 75% of conversation that happens between Gina and I consists of dirty jokes and stuff like saying a hot guy in a movie is the other's baby daddy. I swear I'm only ever like this when Gina and I are together, which is all the time, basically. At least I can say I'm having fun in college. =]

Which brings me to say, all of you should at least think about going to college. It's an awesome time. =D I say this with the general idea that several of my readers that message me are still in junior high/high school and almost feel obligated to say this. haha Stay in school, do your homework, blah blah blah... (but that's probably not what you want to hear from me, right? XD)

New chapter of SOTS will be up before Christmas. That's all I'm promising. I've been thinking about making a Halloween SOTS oneshot special. Please take my latest poll so I will know how many people would participate, and/or message me with ideas you would like to see in a Halloween special if you don't want to write it, but would like me to write it. I haven't posted in FOREVER, so I'll feel pretty productive if I finally publish something like a oneshot.

Also, new chapter of As Daylight Dies should be up soon. I need to remember how I tagged it on livejournal so that I can post the second one on the rvb_slash community. I feel bad, like I've left it hanging for too long...

Also, I want to write some oneshots... I believe I owe UraharaSteph a Lavi oneshot and xAnoonoox (sp?) a Hitsugaya oneshot.

Quotes For the Lovers, coming right up! [/maybe? lol]

September 10, 2010

thoughts/songs running through my mind....

ღ ღ ღ ღ ღ

So, tell me, what do you advise for these symptoms:
Heart beating faster and work is a disaster
I'm lovesick when you're not around, check me over
When strong hands and healing I'm dancing on the ceiling.

Fever sure has got me good
What you do when fever takes ahold?
I can't help but need this drug
Don't you feel the fever like I do?

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try to


You think I'm pretty without any makeup on
You think I'm funny when I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me, so I let my walls come down, down
....
You make me feel like I'm livin a teenage dream


I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I alone love you, I alone tempt you
I alone love you, Fear is not the end of this

It's really good to hear your voice sayin my name,
It sounds so sweet comin from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words, it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you, my mind goes on a trip
And you came in and knocked me on my face
It's like I'm in a race, but I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
You got me thinkin bout our life, our house, our kids
Every morning I look at you and smile
'Cause boy, you came around and knocked me down

Love it when you say have a good day, when you make fun of me for my hatred of the word literally, and when you make nervous journal posts, it's cute.
 

September 8, 2010

teenage dreams

I told my quizilla readers, so I thought I'd actually update on this journal.

Hah, what am I saying. This is a diary, AMIRITE?

Anyways, the reason I don't update as of lately.... It's stupid. Really, really stupid. It's not the whole "I'm too lazy to write" or "I hate SOTS so much" thing again.

I kinda sorta... likethisguy. There. I said it. Now, for the stupid part.
I've only ever talked to him online. I know, it's like "how can you have a crush on someone you've never met?" and "That's so dumb! You could end up in a lot of trouble."

Trust me. I've tried to get it out of my head. I know it's not necessarily a good thing, but I can't help it. I just wish he had a little more confidence in himself. He's a real nervous person, worries about the smallest things. Well, so do I, but that's a different story. Right? .........Okay, maybe it's not. Anyways, he's a really sweet guy. I read in one of his old journals (before I started talking to him) where he was thinking about if he were ever a father and what he'd do about discipline when it comes to games.

Now, realize by this time my face was like that "aww, that's so cute" expression. We're both the same age, except I'm like 7 months older or something, and (this is on Red vs Blue.com) I'm his only friend on there. (Only friend in a sense that I'm the only one he's added, and vice versa.) I love it how sometimes he randomly says stuff like "have a good day" or the one time he commented one of the headshots I had put in the yearbook for my senior pictures "Great picture. Can't seem to type "beautiful" without thinking either "creepy" or "stupid." "
Awww ღ^////^ღ

Our whole relationship (if you want to call it that) is based on flirting.

You know, I love talking to him, but this really sucks. I know meeting your spouse or whoever online and staying with them is entirely possible, seeing as my stepdad met my mom on PalTalk (back when AIM and ICQ were cool). He came to the US from Australia just to be with my mom. Fortunately he also lives in the states, so it's not like having to spend 2,000$ on a plane ticket just to get here.

It's not like I'm gonna come right out and say "I wanna meet you" or something like that. That would be.... creepy? I'unno, seems like you should probably at least talk to the person on the phone before you meet in RL. I'm really happy whenever I see he's online though.
Like I said, I wish he weren't so hard on himself. The other day he was beating himself up for telling his boss he wouldn't be able to work 'cause of homework, even though he could've made time for it some other time. Or he was freaking out thinking he'd disappoint everyone he's ever known just by being late to a frat meeting. I just wanna take him by the shoulders and say "it's alright. everything's going to be okay." 'Cause you know we all need to hear that once in awhile. It's like I wanna be there for him, but there's only so much I can do, ya know?

This really really sucks.

I should break myself of this or something, but it's just so hard.

You can prolly stop reading now. Things are going to be cheesy from here on out.

Things that pop into my mind when he's talking to me:
The song Teenage Dream (You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream~)
The message on the sidewalk outside my residence hall that says "You make someone feel special."
Another message that says "You're perfect just the way you are."
Some quote from a french guy that says "Love is being stupid together."

And he makes me laugh, too.
I'm a total klutz, so he kinda jokes about it sometimes. Yesterday, you know, I'm so talented that I tripped UP the stairs. Retwisted my ankle that I sprained last April. Hurts like fucking hell. Now I can't be on the non-competitive tennis team at WIU. I can think of a million reasons why I shouldn't play any sport at all, so he was like "Just trying to play sports deserves a high five, before you sprain your wrist anyways."

If I sprain my wrist I'm blaming Mike.

Damn it, I'm such an idiot sometimes..... ::sigh::

August 15, 2010

spoilers?

Did I post the spoilers for ch 6 on my last journal? I don't remember...
Well, if I didn't, here they are.
{[SPOILER ALERT: Read at your own risk]}

The Hollow held its head in terror as it was ripped apart from the inside out. As its cries faded into nothing, Mitsuki and Tatsuya stared at each other dumbfounded by the destruction of the Adjuchas. Then, Mitsuki saw it again --the shadow in the corner of her eye. She lashed her head to the side to get a good look at it and saw two dark figures scurrying away into an alley. She ran after the two mysterious observers, leaving Tatsuya dazed and confused.
"Mitsuki? Mitsuki, what are you doing?" he called out to her as he sheathed En'en Souryou and chased after her.

"You've got to be more careful, Kanai. What if they saw us?" Nari's bangs hung low over her eyes. She slipped the black hood off her head, revealing her long, silvery hair. She sunk into the shadows and rested against a cool, concrete wall.

"Hey," a voice came from behind her. Sayuri slipped on the wet balcony at the sound of the intruder's voice and landed uncomfortably on her back.
"Ouch..." she whined. "Don't do that, Toshiro. You scared me."
"I'm sorry," the white haired captain said and picked her up off the floor. "I was just walking by your office and thought I'd drop in to say hi."

{SPOILERS END}
Should be finished before the end of the week. Hopefully... =\ Once again, I move into the dorms next Saturday.

August 14, 2010

Okay, back to SOTS

Currently listening to: Koyoi, Tsuki ga miezutomo by Porno Graffiti
Currently playing: .hack//infection
Currently reading: Love Hina/Pastel/Higurashi/I Am America/Biomega and a bunch of other crap.

That's right, people. I'm actually making progress on SOTS. Here's some spoilers to tie you over for awhile.

{[SPOILERS START]}

The Hollow held its head in terror as it was ripped apart from the inside out. As its cries faded into nothing, Mitsuki and Tatsuya stared at each other dumbfounded by the destruction of the Adjuchas. Then, Mitsuki saw it again --the shadow in the corner of her eye. She lashed her head to the side to get a good look at it and saw two dark figures scurrying away into an alley. She ran after the two mysterious observers, leaving Tatsuya dazed and confused.
"Mitsuki? Mitsuki, what are you doing?" he called out to her as he sheathed En'en Souryou and chased after her.

"You've got to be more careful, Kanai. What if they saw us?" Nari's bangs hung low over her eyes. She slipped the black hood off her head, revealing her long, silvery hair. She sunk into the shadows and rested against a cool, concrete wall.

"Hey," a voice came from behind her. Sayuri slipped on the wet balcony at the sound of the intruder's voice and landed uncomfortably on her back.
"Ouch..." she whined. "Don't do that, Toshiro. You scared me."
"I'm sorry," the white haired captain said and picked her up off the floor. "I was just walking by your office and thought I'd drop in to say hi."

{SPOILERS END}

I'm thinking a bit of HitsuxSayu-ness at the end, no?
Unfortunately it may be the last update for awhile. I will try my best to add in enough HitsuxSayu to tie you over for a semester or less.

Oh, remember how I really hated livejournal cuz it wasn't letting me enter some of my interests right? I made a different one. ^-^;
http://stardust092.livejournal.com/
I like it better than I thought I would.

Again, sorry about the late updates. I'll try to get one last one out before I start school. I start a week from Monday.

July 19, 2010

I'm still alive

So that whole "I'm going to start updating Sonata of the Storm more often" thing didn't work out so well. I don't remember the last time I updated... I've really been enjoying Red vs Blue, and I haven't thought much about Bleach, therefore I haven't updated in awhile. I've also been really preoccupied with video games. (It's an addiction, you know?) I started playing my brother's .hack// (pronounced dot hack) games, and they're so tedious and take forever to get through. I started Halo 3 on campaign mode on my brother's 360, and that was kind of sad.

Never thought I'd be the team-killing retard.

Well, I already knew I had a tendency to do that. My bro let me play with him one other time, and I had to drive a warthog, but I didn't know how to control it very well and kept running him over. I'm telling you, warthogs are freakin hard to drive. (Six pedals, four directions. XD it's an RvB joke) This time, I cut his head off with a sword, blew him up with a rocket launcher, and shot him in the head with a sniper rifle.

Talk about a bad player. =( If we were playing in a different mode, I would've had a score of about -15. That's even worse than Caboose's score. (-1) Blue command even has a shortcut for recording his team kills. hahaha Control+F+U

Ah, I think I'm gonna work on As Daylight Dies -my Grif/Simmons ficlet.

June 24, 2010

Simmons 2.0

Meet Lyndsey Shaw.
Age: 17-18
Ht: 5'3"
Hair color: light brown/dark blonde
Eye color: brown
Build: short, about average build-not thin, but not overweight
Lyndsey is my current OC for a SimmonsxOC fic. I got the idea when I was messing with my St. Christopher necklace, actually. I was reading a SimmonsxGrif fanfic, and for some reason the idea struck me that I could write about Simmons having a girl before he went into basic, etc etc. I'm really likin the idea, and I'll write more about it later. It's really late though (like 2 am), and I need to go to bed.
G'night! =)

June 6, 2010

Notes

I don't have my laptop with me, and I'm on my grandma's computer so I'm using my blog for story notes/snips of dialogue.

Reminders:
*Write RyuxOC oneshot for Sapphire person. OC working on tedious task alone...
*Watch DGM for UraharaSteph's oneshot
*LuluxOC oneshot
*SuzaxOC oneshot
*RvB Tex/Church oneshot
*RvB Sarge humor oneshot

Disturbia:
Chapter name= Aftermath, before History
"[someone smacks someone upside the head] Remember, everything happens for a reason."
Notes to self:
  • rename all Disturbia chapters with titles
  • Something RvB related.... 
  • Ex: Ichigo turns to watching RvB on his cellphone to tune himself out of the stupidity of the reality around him, and goes insane.
  • Scratch that, that idea sucks.
  • "fight fight" -everyone dies and says sob when they're shot
  • Quotes?
"Goodbye, Private Biscuit! I will always remember your buttery goodness."
"Private McMuffin"
"_____, you can run around and scream like a woman." [name does so] "[Other name], prepare to defend your better looking commanding officer." "F*ck no! I wasn't trained to do that!" [1st guy still screaming] "Permission to join, [name], sir."
"I volunteer to be agent Ohio with a license to be tall in the middle and round on both ends."
"Where the hell am I going to find a steamroller?!"
"What's this?! Insubordination?!"
"Sayonara!" "That's not Spanish, you idiot........ That's French."
"Am I dead? Wait, this can't be..." "Oh, there you are, sir." "NOOO, it is! I'm sorry. Repent, repent!"

Maybe I'll use the quotes for another fic.... idk which.

Sonata of the Storm:
*make minion for MK [not telling who that is XD]
*give Ruuriro Hisaki better name
*self-reviving Adjuchas, multiple Adjuchas
*less fluff in chapter 5 [I've already sent ch 4 to LSP, plenty of fluff for the next 4 chapters in there]

Jesus, these reminders are a too much for me to remember anymore. I really need a freakin day planner.... Or a secretary. Whichever I get first.

May 31, 2010

Moving along...

Currently listening to: Continued Story by Kuroishi Hitomi (Noooo, Lulu! DX)
Currently writing: I forgot what I wanted to work on... =( I think it was a Lelouch tribute
Currently reading: Wastelands still
Currently playing: Jak 3 & .hack//infection

My video game streak hasn't died yet. ^-^; 'Specially since I started playing .hack//infection and am stuck on one of the dumbest levels on Jak 3. I'm really tired of seeing that "Mission Failed" message on the screen... -_-# Hey, just 'cause I like video games doesn't mean I'm good at them.
So I finally finished chapter 4 of SotS and sent it to LSP (my beta). I think I want to write the final chapter of LIY next and probably chapter 3 of TWOA (The Wrath of Adelais). Although, I was reading the two chapters over and I really think that it is a little off. The first chapter should probably renamed the prologue because of the different tone, and the second chapter should actually be chapter 1 because it starts the actual narrative part of the story. I dunno... I think my beta may have to work on that one too, if she wants to. She currently only betas SotS and ACAT for me right now. Since I'm a slow updater she might be able to handle it. =) Thank goodness for people like LSP.

I've realized that my writing has become much more descriptive than it used to, at least with SotS and all. I reread some of my early works like BTtS, and JEEZ! That really sucked. DX I didn't get some decent description in the story until Sinia and Ulquiorra's fight. Some of my stuff is still worded strangely, but not near as poorly as it was written before. My newer works have become a little more insightful too, like Project SOUL. I'm finally getting more into characters' thoughts and feelings without making them too OOC. When writing AU fanfics, OOC-ness will always occur to some degree, but the less, the better!

May 20, 2010

I'm still alive...

Currently listening to: Anna Molly by Incubus
Currently writing: Dude, I'm hardly writing at all...
Currently playing: Jak 3

Sorry... I've been MIA for almost a month or so on my blog. Even longer with SOTS. About Sonata of the Storm... Don't worry, I'm not quitting it. In fact I just worked on chapter four.

Yesterday.

Hey, give me some credit. At least I'm writing something. The first time I wrote something over my 2 month period of being AWOL on my posting was a Sana/Akito music oneshot to "Airplanes." Yeah, pretty depressing... Seriously though, I'm trying to work out a couple of the new characters. I'm trying to get their characteristics and whatnot to be right. I gotta say, planning a Shinigami has got to be one of the hardest character creation jobs I've ever had to do. Zanpakuto making is just not my thing. DX

I really wanted to get a new chapter of ACAT out by Tori's birthday, but it was Mother's day... Meaning I was my mother's slave monkey for a period of 24 hours. In order to kind of make up for my lack of updates on SOTS whatsoever, I will write a very vague plotline on this post.

1. Toshiro comes to Karakura, asks Sayu & Ichigo to be captains
2. Twins take crash course on kidou
3. Twins take captaincy test (pass of course)
4. Sayu meets her new division
5. an eventful evening after... (not gonna go into any detail there)
6. Strange things start happening in SS
7. Sayuri involved
8. New villain appears
9. Sayuri in trouble (*le gasp!* what KIND of trouble? XP)
10. Sayuri not in trouble
11. The end, they all live happily ever after

April 29, 2010

I'm back... kind of.

Currently listening to: Teardrops on My Guitar by Taylor Swift

Currently reading: Wastelands
 
Currently playing: Jak 3
 
Currently writing: nothing

Current mood: sad... a little empty

Eh, not too much to say. I've been pretty busy with the end-of-the-year graduation stuff and all. Had prom last weekend, Senior trip tomorrow, Alumni Banquet Saturday, flute choir practice Sunday, environmental club trip next week, then band trip, band concert, baccalaureate, finals, graduation, and flute choir concert.

Don't tell me that's not a viable excuse for lack of updates.

About updates.... I just don't feel like it. =\ I don't feel like writing a whole lot right now. I did manage to finish chapter 2 of The Wrath of Adelais (did I mention I changed the name of Konec Sveta: World's End?) though. Just not up to working on SOTS, LIY, or ACAT.Good luck getting me to update any of them before I graduate. I've had a couple people message me and tell me to get to work on it, but you know, I don't really care right now. I appreciate it and all, but I write when I feel like it and only when I'm in the mood.
There are reasons other than my busy schedule for lack of updates. Remember way back when, when I wrote about my prom date having a girlfriend? I think it was at the end of January.
There are problems with this now.
Rather thank fully explaining my dilemma, I'll post a rant I made about it after prom last week.

The night I'd been waiting for weeks was gone in a flash. There's no excuse to talk to you anymore, no reason to hang out with you. I won't see that smile again -the one you flashed at me when you got to drive my mom's car, when I tripped over my dress, or when I commented on how tall you are. I won't see you again in that pinstripe tux you let me choose. There's no reason for you to slow dance with me now, no reason for any of that.
It's all for the best, right?
She's so much better for you. A pretty girl to match a handsome personality. As long as you love each other, that's all that matters. I want to be happy for you, but I can't.
The happiness I felt before, when you sing a wrong note, smile at me, promised not to tag me out in PE, when you let me wear your tie, anytime you were around me, I can't find it again. That happiness is gone. My heart breaks into smaller pieces every time I see you now. It's hard to be around you. Your glasses that you think look dorky? They look good on you. That strange way my friends say you walk? I like it.
Sometimes I can't help but wish that the way you smile at me, every time you compliment me, the way you let me slip by with things, that it was just for me. That's not it though. You treat every girl like that because you were raised a gentleman.
A part of me thinks, 'I wish he'd hold me that way.' I hate that side of me. These thoughts are so wrong, all very wrong. It will never work. I'm trying to move on, to preoccupy myself with my work. Maybe it'll work out for the best. You belong with her, not me. I know I can't have you. I tell myself that every time I think of you. Why can't I think of someone else? It feels strange to think of someone else the same way.
Thank you for being my date. You made my last dance the best I'd ever had. Good luck next fall, and take care of her. She deserves it, and so do you.
After all, I'm nothing more than your friend.
 I guess that pretty much explains most of it. I wish the night hadn't ended... I liked walking through grand march with him (with Fallin' For You playing in the background) and he even danced a slow song with me. <=] I enjoy being around him and wish I had reason to hang out with him more often... Well, at least he's happy, right? =')
So, for now, don't expect any updates soon. Due to complications in my own love life, I just can't do it.

April 15, 2010

Angry midgets?

No, not angry midgets. I'm just really angry this week... I don't know why, but unlike my normal personality, everything and anything pisses me off and I've been dropping the f bomb left and right. I say it's my inner gamer personality showing through. =\ You know the one where I have this alter ego that shines through when I'm playing videogames? I should really control it a bit more. It's very unattractive. =(

On the bright side, I've got like over half of KS: World's End chapter 2 finished! XD I'm quite happy with the way the story's coming along now. It should be quite interesting. I'm thinking of making a mirror story when KS is finished. If I do it just right, I might have a chance of getting it published! hahaha Eat your heart out, SMeyer. XD Oh, before I forget, I changed my QZ account so any links I put on earlier journals to stories on it will end up locked. You won't be able to see them. This is my new account:
http://quizilla.teennick.com/user/xshadowsxmasqueradex/user

April 7, 2010

Konec Sveta: The World's End

KS: World's End is the product of the original fic I was planning the other day. I got the first chapter posted on my QZ. Click here to read it. Don't freak out if you see some foreign title at the top. It's Russian for apocalypse, written in the Russian alphabet. I refer to it as "KS: World's End" in my posts, so if you see that, I'm talking about that. Konec Sveta is the romanized version of the Russian word.
So far it's a post-apocalyptic fic rather than pre-apocalyptic. I enjoyed writing it so far. I started chapter two today.
I'm still playing Jak a bunch. I dunno if I mentioned it or not, but I published a couple of Jak/Keira fics the other day. (Sunny Days in Sandover Village and Searching For You)

Sonata of the Storm.... (I keep wanting to call it Breaking Through the Storm.. not used to BTtS being over yet) I started chapter four, got past the part where they find out they passed the captain test, and from there, well, I got stuck. =\

Oblivious... chapter two's started, but I gotta get some ideas straightened out.

KS: World's End.... ch 2 half done

ACAT.... honestly, I put it off for so long I don't know where to pick up on it.

WTBW.... same here.

OH! By the way, I've been watching Red vs. Blue, and this is one of my fav episodes. XD

April 5, 2010

New original fic

So far there's good feedback on SotS. I'm planning on totally fluff filled chapter sometime soon. It probably won't be until chapter five though. I started chapter four today, but between Oblivious, Lost In You, and my recent Jak and Daxter obsession, I'm hoping I'll get around to finishing it before the end of the month.
I've got a lot of good feedback on Oblivious (my ocxoc two/threeshot). I've got a couple messages about it wondering when the next chapter should be, and I should have it up by tomorrow. I got a really cute idea for the next chapter, which was supposed to be the last, but I really want to make it into a threeshot.

Like I said before, I've been replaying the Jak and Daxter games. That explains the Jak/Keira oneshots I've been craving to write for awhile, as well as the "Pacifiers and Lollipops" challenges sponsored by myself and Apollo Night (on FFN).  I just can't get enough of the Jak/Keira pairing, though... Besides wanting to kill and shoot at the citizens of Haven City, that's one of the main reasons I'm playing it. Yes, I find pleasure in killing innocent people. Scary, no? XD Really, they're in the way, so there's no reason I shouldn't kill them, right?

On another note, I've been working on another original story. This one's more of an adventure/pre-apocalypse fic. I'm planning on including a bit of the old Russian dynasty (Grand Duchess Anastasia Nikolaevna, Grand Duke Alexei Nikolaevna, etc.). I think it should be interesting. I've had this idea about setting a fic in early 20th Century Russia (before the Bolshevik revolution/World War I), so when I was reading "Wastelanders," I got a really neat idea on how I could go about it. FYI, "Wastelanders" is this collection of pre/post-apocalyptic stories by various authors. I just finished reading "The End of the Whole Mess" by Stephen King, and I really liked it! I always thought he was just a horror story author, but he's really good. =D
I've been trying to figure out how to pronounce the Russian alphabet so I can translate Russian for "Lost City" into the English alphabet.

Where my updates are:

*SOTS chapter 4 started

*LIY chapter 3 (or is it 4?) not started

*ACAT- still on hiatus...

*Oblivious #2- should be done tonight or tomorrow

*Winter Wonderland/oneshot request- Still not started...

*Music Drabbles bonus tracks- they're getting somewhere

*QFTL challenge- not worked on since I fulfilled my last request for it.

*20 Quotes challenge- I don't even know if I want to do it, but one of the quotes is a basis for my new original story

*"Pacifiers and Lollipops" challenges- I suck at drawing, but I can try it. I'm gonna try for the oneshot too, but I'm not sure where to start it.

March 31, 2010

SotS Chapter 3

I finished and sent chapter 3 to my beta today. Let's just say..... I dunno, I don't wanna give a whole lot away. You  might like it, and you might hate me. Once I post it, you'll know why I'm saying this.

Switching topics, I've been slacking off again... After I went back into my tomboy days (which was only for like a day), I ended up playing Jak 2 for hours on end. It just kind of grew on me, so whenever I get home from school I play it. This is how I figured out a couple things.

One: Apparently I swear profusely when playing video games. *shrugs shoulders* I'm not concentrated on what people hear, just what I'm doing in the game. Really, I was trying not to get killed by the KG and every time I almost died or nearly completed the mission and then died, I was like "fuck that... damn Krimson Guard!" Or when someone's chasing me down I'll be like "Die, little motherfucker!"
This slightly worries me.
I say it out loud, too. Not to anyone, just to the game.

Two: Playing videogames while sitting a foot away from the TV and on a hard floor may cause extreme tailbone pains and/or eye strain.
I suppose I should've already known that though.....

Anyway, my updates:
SotS- should be updated tomorrow
LIY-Recently posted chapter 3
Disturbia- not worked on
ACAT- As usual... chapter 4 not even started
Oblivious- not worked on
Winter Wonderland- take a guess
Music drabbles- finished on quizilla, but my FFN post needs one more to finish the challenge because of the original story
QFTL- All requests finished. Now I just need quotes 14-30

March 27, 2010

Going Rogue

hahahaha I couldn't resist having a little fun with the title. In all honesty, I've never read the book, and don't really want to. Sara Palin is on this planet for my entertainment. XD
What I really wanted to get at was my reversion to a tomboy.
Yes... My interest in dresses and makeup is dwindling as it did in like 6th grade, and all I want to do is play videogames and listen to 3DG/Breaking Benjamin hardcore. The reason? A very persistent guy.

In short: This guy doesn't understand how much I DON'T want to hangout or date him.

This guy that lives in the same town as me decides to add me to his facebook when he has no idea who I even am. I know who he is because his twin brother goes to school with me, but that's besides the point. He messaged me and told me he thought I was really cute and asked if I wanted to get to know him. So he could date me. -_- I messaged him back saying I'm too busy to try to let him down easy, but he didn't get it so I flat out told him I'm not interested.
First off, the way he introduced himself was not a good impression. It made him seem desperate and slightly illiterate. (bcuz he rote like dis) Second off, he and his brother are a lot alike (mostly I only know that because other people told me they talk the same, act the same, look the same etc., but the thought is.... EWWW). From hearing his brother talk, I don't think I could last five minutes in the room with the guy. His voice is annoying. I do know that they look a lot alike, and let's just say... they're large. Like the shape of Mrs. Puff, only with small heads. I know that sounds really superficial, but I'm in no way attracted to him or his brother. If he acts the same, then it's a no for sure because his twin (did I mention they were twins?) talks about NOTHING. He rambles on about meaningless stuff I couldn't give a crap about.
=\ It's not that I want the "perfect man". I just would rather find someone who's getting a college degree and going to amount to something rather than someone who may or may not have a job because all he has is a high school diploma. In short, nerdy guys are my type. Nerdy band geeks.
Back to my tom boy fit:
I'm in a violent videogame mood. I'm like a magnet for weird, reject type people, so after that I just wanted to abandon all thoughts of relationships and kill some metalheads like a freaking lunatic (Jak II for PS2, just so you know). That's all. Just thought I'd ramble a little today. This whole thing just kinda grossed me out in a way.

March 24, 2010

Challenge complete!

I finished my first drabble challenge, the music drabbles. The thing is, I only finished it on my quizilla account. I don't have it done on fanfiction because one of the drabbles on quizilla is an original story, and I can't post original work on fanfiction. So what I'm going to do is post "bonus tracks" after the completed challenge on quizilla. If I get an itching to write some more after I complete it on FFN, I can just post them as bonus tracks there, too.
All of my oneshot requests have been completed except for the Hitsugaya oneshot request (or the mini-series I said I would write). This is mostly because I wanted to put them in my Winter Wonderland challenge, but since it's spring now, I'm not really feeling the winter scenery... I'll get it done before May hopefully. I promise I will do it, but it's the last request I'm taking.
Even though it's my last request, I'm still going to finish up the stories I've got going. Which are:
-Sonata of the Storm
-A Cruel Angel's Thesis
-10 Drabbles, 10 Verses (aka Music Drabbles to fellow Quizillians)
-30 Quotes (aka Quotes for the Lovers on Quizilla)
-With These Broken Wings We Fall
-Winter Wonderland drabbles
I hadn't really planned to do much fanfiction after I'm done with the remaining stories I've got, but I'll still post one here and there. Like a KazeSawa oneshot or an EdxRose ficlet. More canonxcanon pairings than canonxoc pairings. I'll be writing some original stories, too.
Speaking of canonxcanon, I've been writing a lot of those lately. I think my emotional maturity has reached a level where I'm not daydreaming about myself with anime characters like I was going through a couple years ago. So rather than create a new OC for each canon oneshot I want to write, I keep canon pairings. Plus, some of them go well in my music drabbles or the quotes challenge.

March 16, 2010

BTtS completed

Yes, I FINALLY finished Breaking Through the Storm. About time! Last night I wrote the final chapter and today after school I wrote a short epilogue on what happens to the remaining Espada. I sent the first chapter of SOTS to my beta just awhile ago, so it should be up some time this week. Thank goodness I finished BTtS. The Hueco Mundo arc was really starting to get annoying. Now I'm completely free to do whatever I like! New villains, new setting, new characters. It's just great to have this freedom. ^-^
I haven't started a new chapter of Lost In You or Oblivious yet, but I want to get them updated sometime soon. About that Hitsugaya oneshot request, I don't know that I can make it a Winter Wonderland one.... I'm just not feelin' the winter weather, you know? I'll still do it though. Which reminds me, I finished the Allen Walker request! XD I was so glad to finish it. I really liked writing it too. So this is the list I have left to do:
-Sonata of the Storm
-Lost In You
-Hitsugaya Toshiro oneshot/twoshot request
-Music Drabbles 8-10 (9 and 10 on Quizilla because of my original story)
-Disturbia final chapters
-A Cruel Angel's Thesis

March 13, 2010

Fanfiction

You know, after a couple weeks ago reading that flame on BTtS, I really wanted to quit writing fanfiction. If people are going to be offended by change in canon events, what's the point of having fanfics? Really, why be offended if you know that it's not the same as the original work? It's pointless to get upset over something like that. That's what I say to you, Dragon of Twilight. Yes, I'm calling you out. I honestly think that you worked yourself up over something too small to make a big deal out of it. After all, in that review you only sounded like a whiny little girl. Do us all a favor, and grow up.

Now that I've got that out there, I just want to say: I am finishing all current projects. After they're all done, I don't really know. I doubt I'll be writing much more fanfiction. I'm kind of sick of writing for Bleach, you know? I just don't like the show even anymore because of all the fillers and the stuff Kubo puts in there for the fangirls (extra Hitsugaya showings, etc.). It just gets annoying. Like my brother said, "Bleach was good in the beginning. It was original, but after the first 20 episodes or so they just made it like any other anime. It was good when it wasn't mainstream anime."
I will definitely be putting up the second half of "Oblivious," although I don't know when. I want to write more short stories like that, or even a sci-fi story of my own. I've got an idea for it. Heck, even my dad is writing his own book. It's about elementals basically. I think it sounds pretty cool, and I really hope he can get it published. =)
As far as "Disturbia" goes, I want to end it in the next two chapters or maybe the next one. I just think the satire is a little juvenile, a little too harsh. The rest of my projects are listed below

-Breaking Through the Storm chapter 39 and the epilogue (Yes, only one more chapter to the end)
-Sonata of the Storm chapter 1 to the end
-Disturbia 4 (and possibly 5)
-Winter Wonderland 4-10
-Allen Walker oneshot request (almost finished!)
-QFTL challenge 14-30
-Music drabbles 7-10
-A Cruel Angel's Thesis up to the end
-With These Broken Wings We Fall to the end (probably 10 chapters or so)
-Lost In You to the end
-Something else?

All of my original works, which is only "Oblivious" I guess, will continue after I'm finished with that list. I may write the occasional KazeSawa oneshot, but not many longer fanfics. It will probably take me over a year to finish all these projects, but I'll do it.

March 7, 2010

Oblivious

That's the title of my new story. I've been daydreaming a lot lately (which is bad because I have a lot of homework that I need to do tonight, and I have yet to start any of it)... I've been thinking about college next year and having a boyfriend blah, blah, blah.... Sometimes I'm just kind of hopeless when it comes to these things. Seriously, my friends tell my I'm oblivious to any guy that likes me. I'm too deep in thought. This is where "Oblivious" comes in. I decided to write the ficlet about a guy and his best friend who's a girl and how she's completely oblivious to the fact that he likes her. It's not too bad, but I needed a break from BTtS and the other fanfiction.
Also, I started that Allen Walker oneshot! =) I'm so glad I did because I think it's going to turn out really cute. I ended up making the OC nearly making a deal with the Millenium Earl because her best friend died (which relates to me in that I lost my bff like 6-7 months ago). I think it'll be good! Plus it made me want to continue reading/start watching D. Gray Man.
I'd write more, but I really need to get reading. I've got to read all of "Gulliver's Travels" tonight, and do the questions on it for English, and then my US History teacher dumped a bunch of homework on us Friday when I had to take a test and didn't have time to do it. Ugh! He's such a jerk sometimes, you know? >.<#

"Oblivious" is posted on my Quizilla account in case anyone wants to read it. (http://quizilla.teennick.com/user/NatsukiSensei2010/profile/)

February 28, 2010

~Updates, Updates.~

I'm in a pretty good mood today, so I'll work on the BTtS finale. =) Plus I want to go over the first few chapters of SOTS again. I really really want to get the whole story (BTtS) finished and posted before my birthday, March 21st. I actually wanted to get the first chapter of SOTS posted on my birthday. I think that's a good starting point. ^-^
I still have yet to figure out the complete HitsuxSayu major fluff moment at the end and how exactly Ken-chan and Byakuya are going to end up, but other than that, the ending is pretty much set! I posted chapter 36 last week, and I sent 37 to my beta some time ago. I haven't heard anything from her about it so far, so I'm assuming it was pretty good. I really want to publish it, but I want to hear from her first.

Also, I've thought of an original story I want to try writing. It's either that, or I use the plot line for that Allen Walker oneshot. It's about this girl who is in a coma from being in a really bad car accident, and she's being plagued by memories of her fighting with her best friend who died just recently. She won't wake up from her coma until she can stop reliving the memories, including the time she told her friend wished she would die. Her love interest is the only one who can possibly help her, but he can only help by staying by her side and trying to get through to her. If I don't do it as the original story, I'm going to use the plot for the Allen Walker QFTL request. (In case you haven't realized, the "telling her friend she wished she would die" part comes from my treatment of my own best friend before we were friends. See my last entry to understand what I mean)

February 25, 2010

The power of friendship

This is my essay I wrote for the "This I Believe" contest my English class entered. I won a 100 dollar scholarship for winning the contest. It's very personal and I think I should just get my thoughts out there.

I believe in understanding one another.
During the past four years of my high school career, I have gradually realized that even the minutest differences tear people apart. After observing my own classmates for twelve years, I noticed they were terrible to anyone who was different. I even catch myself picking out oddities upon first meeting someone. In August of 2009, I was reminded of the difference one person makes in another’s life, no matter how different the two are. My best friend went in for surgery to remove some tumors wrapped around her organs, but she died in the operating room. Her aorta disintegrated after the surgeon removed the tumor holding it together.

Libby was never normal. She was born with neurofibromatosis, a genetic disorder in which nerve tissue grows tumors. In her case, the tumors were dangerous. They grew around her major organs. It was discovered after her passing that they were cancerous and could have strangled her to death if she had survived the surgery. As Libby got older, her body became malformed due to the tumors pushing on various parts of her body, but that’s not how I choose to remember her. I remember her as the fun-loving, energetic girl who always made me smile. Despite her condition, she wanted to live her life to the fullest.

I admire Libby now, but it was not always that way. When we were little, I thought she was the most annoying, spoiled brat I had ever met. I never understood why she was that way or why her parents gave her everything they could. It wasn’t until I was a junior in high school that we became good friends. Looking back, I don’t think any of my classmates truly realized what she had been through. I never thought about what she truly felt, and I didn’t try to understand. It was only after her passing that I realized what her life was like. Her father explained to me that she would come home from school and throw a party in her room by herself. Her peers were not as kind to her as she would have liked, and they made fun of her body and goofy personality. The cheerleaders would complain about her joining the squad, constantly talking about how she didn’t deserve to be on the squad. They didn’t know she was in constant pain, that she pushed herself to experience everything she could.

Although I didn't make fun of Libby, I feel that there was a lesson to be learned from her life. I believe in not judging a person before you get to know them. They could turn out to be the best friend you’ll ever have, and by not giving people a chance, you could have lost a true friend.
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Of all the times we went places together, we never got to see the movie I promised you we'd go watch. I only wish that I had become your friend sooner. The good memories are far too few for me to carry on without regret--regret of having looked down on you and fighting with you in my ignorant times of adolescence. I'm sorry I never understood your pain, sorry that I was such a snobby brat, sorry that I said I wished you would die. I love you forever and always.

ღ Morgan

Learning is depressing...

I'm seriously starting to think that all the homework my teachers are shoving on us cause side effects. Like depression, lack of motivation, and possibly thoughts of suicide. (jk, not suicide. more like homicide) It seems that most of my classmates as well as myself are just bummed out. Maybe it's because our Senior year plain old sucks. It's been a bad year... Really bad. If I had to choose, I'd say last year was the best. Most of my friends in HS graduated last May, so without them it kinda sucks. =(
I finished up ch 36 and posted it finally. I've got most of chapter 37 written all except for Ichigo and Sayuri's fight against Gin. I came home today and was all ready to write it, but now I'm kind of like: "Meh.... I don't wanna write."
Trust me, it'd be better if I didn't. My work will probably suffer because of my lack of emotions right now. I hope spring hurries up. Winter is depressing enough in itself, but all this homework makes it even worse....
That's all for now. All I wanna do is sleep..... -_-zZzZzZzZz

February 21, 2010

Failed chapter 36

Currently reading: The Dark is Rising & Higurashi: When they cry
Currently listening to: Invasion-Bleach OST
Currently writing: BTtS final chapters

Yes, I've finally started on BTtS again! XD After finishing Project SOUL, I decided I should probably work on the ideas I have for the final chapters and get it all straightened out. I wrote chapters 37, 38, and 39 before doing 36. I have to get the part where Ichigo comes in and Shinji's start of the fight with Aizen written up first. I'm kinda not wanting to do it right now because all the fighting I wrote before it (aside from chapter 38) was kinda the same as 36 will be. Someone attacks Aizen and ultimately fails... That's basically the main pattern of the whole Karakura arc in the manga right now anyway. I originally hadn't planned to go any further than chapter 38, but after 39, I'm going to write chapter 40 and an epilogue. Chapter 40 should be the last before the epilogue, but I don't think I'll guarantee it. The ending of this story will probably be put up with the epilogue I had planned in the same chapter. I dunno... Hopefully I'll work on that soon. Since I've had so many fail ideas for the ending, I thought I might as well post up the first fail chapter 36.

(former) Chapter 36: Rules of Engagement

    A heavy reiatsu approached Sayuri and the others. It wasn’t nearly as intense as that a captain’s or Espada’s.  It was more like a lower level Hollow. Sayuri observed three female Arrancar moving closer to them with their zanpakutos drawn.
    “Stop right there! You‘re not getting out of here,” said one with short, navy blue hair and a horn protruding from her forehead.
    “Oh, come on. What kind of line is that? That's so cliché. Can’t you think of anything else to say?” Sayuri said bluntly.
    “Could you be any less subtle?“ Rukia said. The short Arrancar, most likely a Numeros, leapt at her, but one of the two others accompanying her held her back. The one holding her had dark skin and brown, wavy hair with tiara like headband around her forehead. The other had straight, greenish hair and pale skin with straight cut bangs and dressed in medieval clothing. [1]
    “Calm down, Apache,” the darker one said.
    “Shut up, Mila Rose! Aizen-sama told us to eliminate any intruders,” Apache said, or so they assumed that was her name.
    “So uncivilized,” the third said with a fan covering half of her face. “You half-wits need to stop quarreling in the presence of our guests.”
    “Half-wits?!” Apache and Mila Rose said in unison. “Sun-sun!” The two growled at her.
    Toshiro cleared his throat to get the three Numeros’ attention. “Would you please stop behaving like a bunch of barbarians?” he said. The girls stopped their squabbling and directed their anger toward him.
    ‘And he said my mouth would get us in trouble,’ Sayuri thought. Apache attacked him from the front while Mila Rose attacked from behind, but Sayuri blocked Mila Rose’s zanpakuto with her own. Sun-sun stood back and watched her fellow fracción fight. They were inferior to her.
    Apache formed a cero on her horn and was about to release it when someone interrupted her. “STOP!” Halibel commanded her fracción. “These people are not your enemies. Please sheathe your zanpakuto.”
    “Halibel-sama...” Apache said in amazement.
    “It was all Apache’s fault!” Mila Rose said
    “Why you... You wanna go, Mila Rose?!” Apache growled. She raised her fists as Mila Rose readied herself to pounce on her. Before they could fight, Halibel took them both by the wrists and gave them a serious look. Actually, it was hard to tell what the look on her face really was because of her uniform covering almost half her face. The two stopped their fighting again and looked at her apologetically.
    Sayuri looked at Halibel like she was crazy. Since when did Espada think that Shinigami weren't their enemy? She didn’t understand what was going on. Halibel noticed the dumbfounded look on her face. “Don’t worry. We’re not here to harm you,” she said. “I’m part of a resistance created by the late Tercera Espada, Hartman Sinia.”
    “It’s true,” Stark stepped forward. “We can help you get out of here, but there’s just one thing standing in the way.” It was true that the remaining Espada were on their side, but there was still one other standing in their way: Yammy. He was a ruthless monster. He didn’t care who it was that stood in his way. He just wanted a decent fight.
    Sayuri always thought that Yammy was a weakling because of the ten tattooed on his body, but she was wrong. When Yammy activated his resurrección, his number changed from a ten to a zero. Halibel explained that the Espada ranked from zero to nine rather than one to ten. Yammy was the only Espada whose number changed. It was unlikely that she and her companions would stand a chance against him.
    Just as they were talking about him, the Zero Espada interrupted them and laughed maniacally. The ground vibrated as he stomped over to the group. “Well, would ya look at that! For a bunch of cockroaches, they made it pretty far,” he said. Sayuri and Toshiro jumped back when Yammy punched the ground where they were standing. There was a large crater where they were previously stood. Then he picked up Orihime and started to crush her.
    “Strike from the heavens, Rai-Joshin,” Sayuri said. Rai-Joshin’s blade changed and electricity surrounded Sayuri once again, but this time it was different. It was denser than before and almost as heavy as Toshiro’s when he was at full power, but not quite that powerful. She jumped up and sliced off the arm that held Orihime.
    “Why you little-” Yammy said angrily. He tried crushing Sayuri with the fist that he had left, but she shunpoed out of the way. It was like a game of whack-a-mole. Yammy’s fist was the hammer and Sayuri the mole that he failed to hit. It came to a point where craters covered every bit of ground within a hundred foot radius of Yammy.
    “Rule number one: don’t call me little,” Sayuri said from behind him and stepped on his shoulder. The large Espada turned his head, and she hit it with the Rai-Joshin’s hilt, causing his neck to twist painfully. She landed on the ground before him, and he twisted his neck back into place. He nearly smacked her, but she shunpoed to his other side. Sayuri spent so much energy just running from Yammy that she started to slow down from exhaustion. She slowed down so much that he was able to knock her to the ground with a great impact. Sayuri propped herself up on her elbows. and she scowled at him. Her breathing was labored. His fist was about to crush her, but she blocked it.
    Sayuri heard a hysterical laugh coming from behind Yammy. She recognized it as the bloodthirsty laughter of Zaraki Kenpachi. “Well aren’t you something!” he said as he took his eye patch off. He must have recognized the power of the Zero Espada if he was willing to take his eye patch off.
    “Yay! Ken-chan’s got a playmate!” Yachiru said from Kenpachi’s shoulder. Yammy turned his attention toward captain/vice-captain duo. Yachiru jumped off of Kenpachi’s shoulder, and the people watching the scene before them cleared out of the way as well.
    “Rule number two: do not befriend Zaraki Kenpachi,” Sayuri muttered.
    Kenpachi rushed at the Espada with a wicked grin on his face. A challenging fight was to Kenpachi as a new toy was to a child. He slashed away at Yammy and occasionally allowed him to land a hit or two. It had been awhile since he had such an exciting battle.
Ending theme: Showing Off from Bleach OST 3
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Like I said, it was a total failure. There's no way I could use it anyway because Sayuri and the others have already left HM at this point. On the flip side, I will put up some snippets of my current chapters 38 and 39. ^-^
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"S-Sayuri... Sayuri!!!" Toshiro's face held an expression of pure terror. He refused to believe that any of what just happened was real. Sayuri was fighting Ichimaru; the girl lying on the ground below couldn't have been her. It was just another one of Aizen's illusions.
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Ichigo watched as Toshiro furiously attacked Aizen over and over. His own hatred had blinded him. As the young captain wore himself down, it occurred to Ichigo that he should be helping. That's right, he could fight, too. Why wasn't he doing anything, then?  The seconds that passed by felt like minutes, maybe even hours. Before he knew it, Aizen had plunged his zanpakuto through Toshiro's chest. He fell ever so slowly to the ground a few feet away from Sayuri. Was this what they meant by the senses being forced to the absolute limit?
    Somewhere in the midst of Ichigo's paralysis from his own thought, he regained his battle instinct. He put a better grip on Zangetsu and rushed at Aizen. He attacked him with great force, though not as recklessly as Toshiro had done. Never run away; fight with intent to kill; resolve to win. These were the rules that all Shinigami lived by, especially Ichigo. Dieing was not an option.
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When Toshiro awoke, he was no longer surrounded by the chaos of battle. He stood on a grassy hilltop, much like the one where he spent his evenings watching the sun set in Karakura town. A light breeze carried the sweet smell of freshly cut grass and blooming flowers. The grey skies of the approaching winter were now a calm blue. He put a hand to his chest. Where Aizen had stabbed his heart was untouched. The cuts on his face and arms were no longer. If anything went through his mind just then, it was the thought that he had died and gone to heaven. The innocent atmosphere surrounding the hilltop gave him peace of mind, but he couldn't stay there. He had to go back to Karakura and fight.
    Tall figures cloaked in white began to approach him from all sides. There must have been about seven of them. Their faces were hidden by their hoods. "Hitsugaya Toshiro," came the deep voice of the tallest figure. "Do you wish to fight again?"
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They're better than what I originally had planned, I promise that. XD

February 17, 2010

LIY part 2

  • Currently listening to: Breath by Breaking Benjamin
  • Currently reading: Kimi ni Todoke
  • Currently writing: Lost in You part 2 (1500 words so far!)

So I finished Project S O U L. =) I rather like the ending, and I think this'll really help me finish up Breaking Through the Storm. The only thing I'm worried about is that I won't be able to fit it into the story properly. I mean it has a completely different tone from the rest of the story, and right now I don't think it seems right for that story. Oh well... I'll use it anyway 'cause when I finish it I'm going to go back and rewrite the beginning chapters. They're that bad. -_-;
I started writing part two again of Lost in You. I don't know that I care so much for some of the detail I put in. Like I think I focused too much on her problems at home, and one of the experiments I had her do in her sociology class was kind of dumb and common sense. I hope I finish it tonight. I just really don't know what to do with it too much for now.

February 14, 2010

Project S O U L

I know I said I'd work on that ending of BTtS, but I thought that the concept itself should have been explained a little more in-depth. The result of this is my newest story, Project S O U L. Summary:
    Despair, regret, darkness. All of these things lead to the creation of Hollow. 300,000 years ago, the lead group of Precursors, the Council of Elders, created project SOUL to keep the balance between good and evil. Little did they know how much SOUL would develop and what evil could become of it.


In the ficlet, I'll probly go on to explain how the Precursors created Soul Society and the formation of the first Hollow and why, etc. When I post the chapter of BTtS with the Precursors in it, I'll probably announce that Project S O U L is a mirror story to BTtS. It's got a little bit of Japanese mythology in it, and like I said before, it's pretty much like a "Paradise Lost" approach to Bleach (only with Japanese mythology rather than Christianity).

I  didn't write that HitsuxSayu Valentine's day ficlet... I also didn't write that Allen Walker oneshot. =( It's been over a month since I made that deadline for myself for January 18th. I'm almost done with the requests. That Allen Walker oneshot is the only one I hadn't done yet. I'll get it done soon, though! I should be posting SOUL sometime tonight or tomorrow, so when it gets posted, it should show up in my fanfic feed (now below the blog posts)

February 12, 2010

Best Dad Ever!

YESSSS, I GOT IT! I FINALLY GOT IT!!! I finally know how to kill Aizen!

I know I've said this like three other time, but I really think I got the right idea this time. XD You wanna know how? It wasn't by watching anime or reading more stories. It was just because my dad brought up the idea! I know what you're thinking. "Your DAD gave you the idea for a Bleach story?!"

Yes. My dad is really into the Japanese culture and philosophy. He asked me what I do when I get ideas for stories (character development, plotting, planning, etc.), and told me about his idea for "greater powers". It's kinda hard to explain, but I'll try. We were talking about Bleach, so he was wondering about what happened to souls who die in SS. I said they're probably either reincarnated or sent onto another level. It's kinda like a heaven for heaven. When you think about it, Soul Society couldn't have created itself, right? Someone had to establish the whole zanpakuto/Shinigami powers to begin with. And why is Aizen stronger than his elders? More importantly, how did he get so strong? There can be more to it than just "Kubo needed a strong bad guy with kickass powers." It's a little like Ying and Yang: with light there is dark, and the basic concept of the ying yang is pretty much that light turns to dark, and dark to light. Like an infinite process.

Back to my point. I'm probably going to take kind of a Paradise Lost approach to the ending of BTtS. (Search "John Milton Paradise Lost" if you don't know what it is) It's not going to be religious, but I'll use religious figures and stories as the basis for reasons to create Soul Society and how, etc. I might end up having to write a separate story for that one, but I really think this would be a great ending. =) And even in the sequel I can use a philosophical approach to the problem.

I wuv my daddy! XD haha Please don't mistake me for one of those creepy talking baby dolls on TV. But really, I'm glad to have my dad. He's really supportive of about everything I do. ^-^

February 10, 2010

A Progressive Day

I got another snow day today, so I made a lot of progress on some unfinished challenges and requests. =) I wrote meijichoco's two-shot tribute, that Kaname Kuran request, and attempted part two of Lost In You... But really, I wanted to work on it, and I just got distracted. Again. I started reading a new manga. That's why. Here's the synopsis. =)

Kimi ni Todoke (lit. Reaching You)
Sawako Kuronuma, called Sadako by her classmates for her resemblance to the character Samara from 'The Ring' (a popular Japanese horror movie), has always been feared and misunderstood because of her appearance. There are rumors that Sawako can see ghosts and curse people. But when her idol, the popular Kazehaya, begins talking with her, everything changes. She finds herself in a new world, making new friends and talking to different people. Sawako opens up to new people, making it easy for them to hurt her or help her. Which will her new friends do?

It's a really nice shoujo, and Sawako is just so cute. XD I think I want to give Akane a little bit of Sawako's personality 'cause I like her so much. Not a whole lot, but a little bit of it.

I only have two more requests now. I've got to write that Allen Walker oneshot for CrazyRabidMonkey, and then I've got to do another Hitsugaya two-shot/three-shot. I told the requestee it would be a mini-series, but I really think it's going to be a max of two chapters. I'm just getting so burnt out on Hitsugaya ideas, and I really want to write Uryu's mini-story. After I get all these requests and stuff done, I'll probably work on BTtS some more. I just haven't had much motivation for it lately. Sure, I got my hopes back up after chapter 391, but they completely dropped again after 392. Damn that Aizen...  -_-##

February 9, 2010

Fireflies

Currently listening to: With Me by Sum 41
Currently writing: Lost in You part 2
Currently reading: Higurashi-When they cry (I think that's the name...)

Before I get started, the title of this journal has nothing to do with the song Fireflies. I detest that song. x.x It's just 'cause I was listening to Firefly by A*Teens. (Way better song) And yeah, I'm putting BTtS off again. =\ I started on LIY 2 this morning, but I can't seem to get anywhere with it. I blame it on Farmville. Addicting little game... I know what I want to happen. I just can't put it into proper words yet.
I was looking back on some early chapters of BTtS, and I realized that there is A LOT of dialogue. I knew there was a lot, but I didn't think it was THAT much... Wow, this is bad. Really bad. Maybe when I finish the story I'll rewrite it. =\ No wonder my brother says it's bad.
Hopefully I'll get part 2 of LIY  finished today. I got another snow day, so I have the whole day to do whatever I want. =) Here's my very vague plot line for LIY:

Akane struggles with math -> asks Uryu for help -> her father gets mad at her for her grades -> something else -> another thing happens -> end of story

Also, I was searching for an Uryu layout for my blog... If it changes layout again, I promise it's still the same blog.

February 8, 2010

Lost in You

I finally got something done. =) I started on my Uryu mini-series called "Lost in You." It should be in my FFN feed to the right sometime soon. I'm quite proud of it. I think it's one of the sweetest things I've written besides the Kyoya oneshot. I really wanted to make that one in to a three-shot... =( But it was a quotes request so I could only take up one chapter with it. Maybe sometime I'll write another Kyoya ficlet.
I also wanted to write a little farewell ficlet for meijichoco of Quizilla. I've been a long-time fan of Mei-san's work, and I thought it would be a good idea to show my appreciation to her. ^-^
BTtS... was getting there. I started it, got interrupted by my calculus homework, and started on my Uryu ficlet idea. I'll work on it soon enough.

I think I'm in the mood for a little OC interview. =)

1. Which of your original characters do you identify with most?
Akane
2. Which OC do you like writing about the most?
Sayuri
3. Do you and the above OC share the same interest in a certain canon character?
No
4. What's your most original fanfiction you've written?
A Cruel Angel's Thesis
5. How many ongoing stories do you currently have?
About 10
6. What do you do to make your OCs more "real"?
Give them birthdays, um... make sure to give them three or more faults... I put a different part of my personality in each.
7. Which OC's birthday is closest to yours?
Akane (February 16th), 2nd closest is Tori (May 9th)
8. Do you have any canon/oc friendship stories?
Yes. "A Cruel Angel's Thesis"
9. Why the friendship pairing?
I wanted an Ichi/OC romance pairing, but I realized that I couldn't picture Tori and Ichigo like that.
10. Which is better: oneshots or longer stories?
Depends on my mood. Oneshots are pretty quick to write and usually easy, but ongoing fics take more thought and time.
11. Would you switch places with one of your OCs?
Yes, Akane.
12. Why or why not?
'Cause Uryu is adorable. XD

So, anyway... I'll try to work on my oneshot stuff sometime. I want to get them up before Valentine's Day since they were requested over a month ago...

 
I ღ Uryu

February 5, 2010

Word of the day: Audacity
n., pl., -ties.
  1. Fearless daring; intrepidity.
  2. Bold or insolent heedlessness of restraints, as of those imposed by prudence, propriety, or convention.
Just a bit of inspiration for ya. ^-^ I had actually used it for a BTtS future (near-future actually) chapter and really liked it (the word). =D
Speaking of said chapter, I have a few snippets of dialogue/thought/etc. used. I'll put them below, but I won't put names on them. XD I've blurted out the majority of names and pronouns to confuse people until it's put up.

"You love her, don't you?" he taunted.

"You're damn right I do," ____ snarled.

"Please don't do this to me, Sayuri."

_____ knelt down next to _____'s lifeless body and gently scooped [her/him] up in [her/his] arms and checked to see if [he/she] was breathing.

That's all for now... I might put a little more up later, but I really don't have much written of it. Admittedly there is HitsuxSayu-ness in this particular piece, but when I got bored of writing all the action, I skipped to Aizen's defeat and the fluff/ending parts.
Now, for the other fail ending chapter (I wrote this before I was completely decided on Aizen's death. It won't be used in the story):

    Toshiro woke up and rubbed his eyes. He looked at his surroundings. He was in the fourth division, his torso dressed in bandages. He shifted a little and noticed something weighing down the bed sheets. There Sayuri lie with her head on the cot.
    "Poor thing. It's about time she got some sleep," Unohana said from the door. "This must be the first time she's slept since we brought you in here." Toshiro brushed some hair out of her  face and rested his hand on her cheek.
    "How long have I been out?" he said.
    "Three days."
    Sayuri heard the two talking and started to wake up. She blinked a couple times and looked at him still half asleep. Toshiro smiled softly at the groggy girl. He tried to sit up, but a sharp pain in his chest stopped him from doing so. Sayuri quickly grabbed a few pillows and propped him up to set them behind him. Unohana quietly slipped out the door to give the two some space.
    "You'll hurt yourself again if you move too much," she said.
    "I'm fine," he assured her. "Just stay here for awhile."
    Toshiro pulled her closer, and she wrapped her arms around him. He took in the smell of her hair. It was sweet like a lily. "I'm not going anywhere," she said.

February 3, 2010

BTtS 36 Update

I've been in the writing mood again. I finally finished that Kyoya oneshot for StoryReader888. Now I just have to finish the Kaname oneshot and the Allen Walker oneshot. Kaname could be fairly easy, but Allen I'll have some troubles with. In my fanfiction feed on the sidebar, there should be a story "30 Quotes" that's been recently updated. The Kyoya one is chapter 11 if anyone cares to read it.

I also decided I would work on BTtS some more. I've been reading the spoilers in the Bleach wiki and may have overcome my problem of how to kill Aizen. I'm still changing my mind constantly about how Sayuri and Toshiro are going to fight, but I think now I want Toshiro to come in on Aizen's fight, and Sayuri to kill Gin (or Ichigo help her). The alternate finale that I wrote is probably useless now... I had Toshiro killing Gin, and it just screwed up most of my ending by changing my mind. Now that I have hope for Aizen's death (haha, that sounds kind of demented), I can start on chapter 36! Well, technically I wrote it already, but it really sucked. I've started on a second version of the chapter already. For the most part, the event timeline will be mostly canon because it's the best way that Aizen could die right now. They've had trouble defeating him and he might be caught by a surprise ending... I've got three or four chapters to fit it all in, so I think I'm good with that. Plus I gotta start working on Yammy&Kenny&Byakuya's fight. I've got the first part written, but I haven't ever finished it.

I won't promise an epic ending, but I will try to do my best to leave a good impression on my readers. They're what keep me going, you know? Besides, I really want to work hard on the ending of this story so I can hurry up and post Sonata of the Storm! My uh... dilemma in my love life is no longer a problem. As I suspected, I was falling into the hands of obsession. The HitsuxSayu-ness may continue! I should update the BTtS status as "in progress." I put it on temporary hiatus for a couple weeks or more on my FFN profile page. Anyway, comments and suggestions are always appreciated! =D

February 2, 2010

Happy Groundhog's Day!

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February is finally here. Thank God this hell is almost over! I hate winter. But that's not what you want to hear probably...

There is a reason for my posting today, as there usually is. For my last post, I wrote about my... dilemma. I started to write it as a short oneshot--of course, while replacing the names--and make it into a good ending. Not that I've got a bad one... I'm just, well, let's put it this way: blinded by past obsessions. In the past when I thought I "loved" someone, I really just obsessed over them and made myself think I was. I don't know how I truly think... It's strange. I probably really would just like him as a friend. But, back to the story! I named the girl Madelyn and her friend (cough-my friend-cough), Abbie. Noah is her (cough-my-cough) "interest," so to speak. There's not really a point to the story yet. Just now it's about Madelyn's confusion and thoughts. It'll only be a short little drabble. I might make it end up as how one of the ways I thought it would go, but I don't know yet. I know this for sure: Madelyn is one confused girl, and, yes, her troubles are an allusion to my own. I can't write anything else until I get this thing written up, so sorry for the rambling. BTtS is, once again, on momentary hiatus. All other projects are currently halted as well.
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January 30, 2010

Urgh...

Once again writer's block strikes at an unlucky time. =( I really really really wanted to finish writing and posting Breaking Through the Storm this month, but there's no way I can do it. After reading Bleach 390, I decided that the way I thought of killing him was way too convenient. Aizen is just too dang strong... So a friend and I decided that we would make him slightly weaker than what he is. I mean, yeah, it won't be as good as Bleach, but I won't be able to finish BTtS until June (I read on the spoilers on the Bleach wiki that they're finishing this arc by June this year and the Hueco Mundo arc in the anime won't start up again until April). I'm just going to have to make up my own ending, which is good and bad. Good because it will be original and bad because a lot of my ideas suck. Only the good ones, which aren't always that great, get posted.

It's just so difficult. I don't even know where to begin. I've already written part of Kenny and Byakuya's fight, but that is still canon. I don't know how Yammy is going to die yet, and I don't even know where to start with Aizen. I originally wanted Toshiro to kill Ichimaru, but I don't know if that will happen now. In the manga he's fighting Aizen. It just kinda sucks... At least I know for sure that Sayuri doesn't play a very big part in the destruction of the last remaining traitors. Unless she helps Toshiro fight Gin... That might be good, but the biggest problem here is that we don't know Aizen or Gin or Shinji's bankai yet. I really wanted to see Shinji's, and I was kinda excited about his Shikai, but in the end it was disappointing. I thought he would have done better than that. It may have to be Ichigo, Shinji, Kyoraku, Komamura, and Love versus Aizen and Toshiro, Sayuri, and someone else (maybe Renji) versus Gin.

Hopefully this all gets worked out soon. I'm really ready to post the sequel, and at one point I even thought about jumping straight to the ending of BTtS instead of posting the detailed fights. In the end I decided against it because it was cheating and a crappy ending. I seriously think that Sayuri and Toshiro should start out fighting Gin because for awhile I've had this picture in my head of one of them lying on the ground unconscious while the other is holding onto them for dear life. Most likely Sayuri holding Toshiro. He hasn't been roughed up very much in the story... At least I can promise a fitting death for Aizen and Gin. After all they're the last two that will die. (aside from Yammy, who will eventually fall at the hands of Kenny and Byakuya)

Any suggestions/comments are greatly appreciated, whether it be in my comments or as a PM or review on FFN. =)

January 29, 2010

paper+pen+Three Days Grace=Shuuhei Hisagi?

Since the concert, I swear I've gone hardcore Three Days Grace/Breaking Benjamin fangirl and turned slightly emo. It scares me, yes. Even now I'm thinking that my CD player isn't loud enough to fully enjoy Break. Wow... I'm a freak. -_-;
Anyways, I've been wanting to write those Three Days Grace songfic/oneshots, but I dunno... While listening to the CD I created (of songs that they played at the concert, of course), I keep picturing this image of Shuuhei having some epic battle with someone strong. Maybe Shuuhei versus Ichigo... Oh, yes that's a sexy picture. XD Ichigo and Shuuhei shirtless and covered in blood.

See?! There it is again! Those disgusting fangirlly thoughts! I don't know how I can live with myself like this...

Anyway, I was thinking maybe a Shuuhei mini-series? No... too difficult. Mini-series are really challenging. Let's see, how about a Shuuhei AMV? No... Not enough scenes in Bleach where he fights. If anything I could make a short Shuuhei mini-series about Shuuhei going on a short adventure or something. A songfic series, if you will.
So fangirl or not, I've got to write something. You know, I was all geared up to write a bit of HitsuxSayu-ness today, but right after school got out, I was just so mad. (Last period was a nightmare) So I changed out of that uncomfortable top and jeans and into boy shorts and a 3DG shirt. Like I said, I'm a freak. Don't worry, I don't bite... I'm just a little restless at the moment. Maybe it's this stupid winter. I hate the cold! I just want spring to come. Especially March... Skip right to the first day of spring. (That only makes sense coming from me because my birthday is the day after the first day of spring)

Sorry about spamming the blog with meaningless thoughts... I just meant for this to be my story blog, but technically they were ideas. I suppose I could give the mini-series a try. But not right now because I'm hungry. Til next time!

January 27, 2010

"I Don't Care" -Twilight parody


Hmm... I know I said that I was going to post my one musician oneshots up here, but I ended up making my first one so long that I thought it qualified to be put up on FFN and Quizilla. It's up on both sites now, and I think it should be showing up on my FFN feed on here soon. (It's the one titled "I Don't Care") I kind of wanted to post them on the blog, but I've already started using them on my other accounts. I'll probably just put little snippets and thoughts on the fics here. Kind of like a preview. So here's what I got lined up for my 3DG challenge (the ones in bold have been finished and posted):

1) I Don't Care-BellaxEdward bashing [complete]
2) Last to Know-YuukixZeroxKaname love triangle
3) Over and Over-HitsuxSayu songfic [written before the challenge]
4) Wicked Game- SanaxAkito songfic [written before the challenge]
5) Time of Dying- IchiRuki
6) Drown- Light Yagami?
7) Goin' Down- ShinjixHiyori drabble [written for music drabble challenge before 3DG challenge]
8) Let It Die- FuukaxAkito?
9) Pain- OCxOC original fic [done for music drabble challenge]
10) Never Too Late- original fic
11) Are You Ready- original fic
12) Home- original fic or Akito Hayama
13) Animal I Have Become- unknown
14) I Hate Everything About You- HitsuxSayu oneshot?
15) Scared- A Cruel Angel's Thesis side story?
16) Break- Bleach oneshot? Original story?

January 25, 2010

Three Days Grace & Breaking Benjamin


Last night I saw Three Days Grace and Breaking Benjamin in concert! I was really blown away... It was my first concert, so I enjoyed watching the drunk girl in front of me dancing like she's an idiot. Adam was really good with the crowd. He'd have them sing and scream and interact with them. Honestly, I think I may have become a bit of a fan girl (the thing that I really hate. Ironic, huh?). I was so awed by the end of the concert that I became totally obsessed with 3DG. It was kind of depressing listening to it on my iPod after because they sound so much better live! Flyleaf opened and played for about 45 minutes. Then BB played for an hour or so. I think? I loved when they played Blow Me Away and had the Halo scenes behind it. I LOVE that song! It just makes me want to play Halo even though I really suck at it. I got a t-shirt that says Three Days Grace Life Starts Now and the back says two thousand X (2010). It's black with pink marks. =D 3DG didn't play very long compared to BB though...

There is a point to my madness. Since I've been going crazy over 3DG, I decided I would do that one musician challenge afterall. I've got a BellaxEdward satire set up as the first one for "I Don't Care." Well, technically that's Apocalyptica ft. Adam Gontier of 3DG, but Adam and the guys played it last night just as well, if not better. =) I wanted to do Break for an Ichigo oneshot... But a lot of those 3DG oneshots are going to be really short. I'll probably make some original stories up with it. I might or might not post it on Quizilla, but it won't be on FFN because 1. it's for fanfics, not original stories, 2. I want to keep all of them together, 3. I feel it's more personal with the blog. =) So my next couple posts will be some 3DG oneshots (not oneshots with the band, oneshots made out of the songs). Unless I've got something absolutely incredible or bad I have to talk about, that's the next thing I'll be putting up.

January 23, 2010

My Silent Angel

The post I mentioned about my best friend...

I see her every night in my dreams
She's with me no matter where I am
I see her perfect face,
so innocent and sweet
She's my angel that never speaks
But her presence is enough for me

She sits silently on a concrete bench,
Her golden blonde hair perfectly frames
her angelic face
I want to hear her voice just once,
But she never says a word
I don't want to forget her laugh
or that goofy grin
I can't see her smile anymore
The one just for me
The one that eases my pain and my fears

There is one fear that her
smile cannot ease
I fear that I will gradually
forget her

My angel stays by me,
and she never says a word
She visits me every night
in my sleep
Her absence leaves me empty,
yet her presence keeps me alive
I only wish I could hear her voice once more
I love her to death and will never let her go
She is my Silent Angel

The Fine Line

As of about an hour ago, I was so angry that I shook and my face turned red. I'd just had... enough. I was supposed to pick my brother up from a basketball game, but he decided he'd waited long enough and walked home while I walked around in the rain looking for him. I've been under pressure from one of my "friends" too, but I don't think I can call him that anymore. My parents are driving me insane and I just couldn't take it anymore. So, when angry, I wrote this sort-of poem.

Don't stand there and tell
me nothing's wrong
Talk bad about me,
Tell me how you wish
I was dead,
But don't tell me everything's
just fine

Walk in my shoes for a day
You might learn a thing or two
Until you see life through my eyes,
You don't deserve to say what's
wrong and what's right

There's a fine line between
teasing and bullying
You, sir, have stepped
far over the line

Just because you don't
understand the things I do,
You don't have the right to
call me stupid or tell me to
get a life

I won't tolerate this
treatment anymore
Until you've lived my life,
You don't deserve to judge me
So go back to your gossiping
and making fun of people
It only makes you look
like a pathetic loser

In reality, the one without a life is you.
   I wrote another one about my real best friend, but I'll put that in a separate post because the two things don't deserve to be related to each other.

Remembering good fiction

I suppose I'm in a better mood. It seems that every time I have a flute lesson, I'm a little happier. =) I went shopping with my grandma, and it kind of got me thinking about my grade school days when things were fun and life was easy. I also went through a list of books I've read (which could very well add up to 100 or more), and I remembered a few good ones I might reread. A lot of them were grade school level, so they're probably not as good to me now as they were. Off the top of my head, I would recommend this list:

The Secret Garden, The Secret Language of Girls, Walk Two Moons, The Quilter's Apprentice & Round Robin (the first two books of the Elm Creek Quilt series), To Kill A Mockingbird, Mutiny On the Bounty, Harry Potter (my fav), Tangerine, Number the Stars, The Chronicles of Narnia, Phoenix Rising, Driver's Ed, The Rifle, Johnny Tremain, Anne of Green Gables, Charlotte's Web (a classic), Tom Sawyer, The Circle of Magic series, The Dark is Rising series, and Portraits: Dancing Through Fire.

That's all I can think of for now. I've read so many books that I don't remember them all, but I can remember a vague plot of a few. Let's see... there's this one I remember about a young girl who lives with I want to say her aunt. I think she had a brother and they knew this "bad boy". I'm probably mixing the storyline up with To Kill A Mockingbird, but I remember she fell in love with the boy and got caught in a very... awkward situation with him in this old lady's house. It's sad that's all I can remember. I remember those diary books that were written about the depression or war that were hard cover and had the ribbon as a bookmark. I might have read Julie of the Wolves... I just remember the plot where some character lived with wolves in harsh winter weather (probably Alaska) to survive. I'll have to check out my school's library in the Accelerated Reader section. That's where I got them...

Enough with my rambling of good fiction. Earlier in the week I was determined to write a Kira oneshot due to my depressing mood and continue With These Broken Wings We Fall, but now I'm more motivated to work on the remaining oneshot requests I have left and possibly an Uryu oneshot. It's kind of strange... I write Toshiro best, but I'm more fond of Uryu. Maybe it's because I've never tried to write for Uryu. While I was thinking back to my Fullmetal Alchemist PS2 games (specifically, FMA and the Broken Angel), I thought I might name a new OC Armony. I like the name... Maybe that could be a Bleach oneshot. But who to use... I s'pose it's between Ichigo, Uryu, Renji, Shuuhei, Mizuiro or maybe even Zero from VK or Daisuke from DNAngel.

Also, I've been thinking of posting some short stories on the blog. Like maybe a couple drabbles or just things I don't feel like posting on FFN or Quizilla. Heck, if I even wanted to, I could write a different version of With These Broken Wings and make Inari less strong and more "normal." That would be a good RukaxOC fic... Enough for now. I should jot down all these ideas before I forget them. XD